Wow, it's been a long time since I was on here... I decided to change everything and start over... My last blog was fine until reality struck and life began to take a wrong turn on my behave. I've made my mistakes and learned to live with them the way they are. If I could bring myself to believe everyone I ever hurt to read this, I would just have to apologize. I truly am sorry for all my mistakes that I have said or done to hurt anybody. I believe in a little saying "Forgive and Forget". All though it is hard to forget, I still believe the best way to handle something is by forgiveness. So I'm starting over... A completely new attitude about myself and life itself.